Restless
It is 2 Am, 29th July, 2007 and I am abusing myself for not going out in evening. I wanted to go out and get some fags, thought would be able to do without. It was a bad logic!!
I literally stopped some months before, was actually asked to do so and I conceded. Gradually it again started, " if I concede, shouldn't I expect some return". I did not get any and in fact was pushed really hard. There are good things and bad things, I wrote sometime back that Good-Bad is a part of a continuum; so Bad for you may be Good for me and other co-ordinates may sometimes change in such a manner that a Good would suddenly be Bad. Hmm, the logic still exsits with one addition - This continuum is not linear, it is 3 dimensional.
Well, so some Good and Bad, and am back to what I was few months before. 10 is a good number. Pele used to wear the same number, I think Zinedine, Sachin also have the same number.
I never intended to write this, rather I was building on some idea of writing about Politics, some new Google/Orkut/Internet surprises. This is not what I want to do, but you are never so lucky. Life is not beautiful!


